Constellation of Life

Sado Times

I feel sad... it's like I don't wanna be there at USC anymore somehow...

I don't know... the afraid and scared feeling once again went onto my head

I'm still even struggling with deciding whether I should go to LA anime con or not...
always pushing things to the last moment, the last second.

I'm a little tired..
It feels like I've just been on my phone for the past week or so
Learning to drive, lunch, phone checks, sleep...
Infinite Loop it seems.

It's quite draining seeing myself did nothing
But did I? Or just made a random script with whisper for auto transcribing and translations

I don't even want to ask in the group chat if anyone uber with me together on 9th
I guess I'm just going alone then? Perhaps?

Ugh good old introvert is back again

I kinda wish my bubble is infinite big - that way, i can fit the entire world into my bubble and feel good exploring everyday

:(