We need to reduce the daydreaming and criticizing ourselves. Why do I still always feel like I'm invaluable and not worth other's time? Why am I still so scared of coffee chats and chatting with person individually? I'm afraid of me not able to handle the 1-to-1 conversations. I'm afraid of me not able to handle group interview with peers. I still do feel so bad when others are having a good time. It's not like that I'm jealous of them, it's like I wish to be there personally to celebrate with them, the FOMO. We don't know how to handle disapproval. We are scared of disapproval.
Peers. That's where my pressure comes from.
We need to build out our confidence. We need confidence. We need to strive. We need to be alive.